You wouldn't understand, and you wanted to hold on tighter, afraid to lose me, but you had already lost me, you see, i had already made up my mind. You just sealed my decision, and it ended, i made a decision, you helped me reach the "conclusion" and it was all easy after that. We drifted apart, and the only part i regret is how did i even think it would all work out, it should have, it didn't, i should have known myself better than that. I should have known it all along, maybe i did, maybe i was just afraid, i was afraid that i will float, away, drift... so i decided to hang on to something, something more stable.
I realised, it was so comfortable with A, so easy, how come it was so difficult with you. Maybe i wasn't trying hard enough, so i tried, harder, but then ended up burning out, tired... Then, i stopped, pondered and contemplated my life- I needed to change direction, and i did. sorry
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